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simmer

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dugyuck sometimes something shows up and you feel better than you did. Favorite track: without doubt.
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1.
i woke up on a freight train again i woke up caught in the rain again i let the water pour all down my face and then i laid it against the brain of my pack again i looked at you probably reading dune again wondered when we'd play a tune again i fell asleep to the squeal of the flange and then i woke up on a freight train again i sat up with corn all around me breathed out a big sigh all around me thought of being together in miami my heart breaks with grief all around me i looked up, saw my friends all around me i looked up, saw nothing all around me wondered how they could say this all about me and laid back down to tune out the drowning i often wonder how we could get past this but i don't think there's a way past it my chest feels tight and softly saddened and i get caught up feeling too mad again
2.
she said wanna come with me, i have something to show you several city blocks of abandoned exam rooms let's go over here, all the way to the top when we get to the roof we can throw shit off so we threw shit down watched it crash into the ground when all we are is trash all we have is trash and clothing she said i'm quitting cigarettes but the snipes don't count she's the best at picking trash that i've ever found she said i've got a feast and there's enough for tex and i found a place to stay on freecampsites.net so we drove into the night not sure what we'd find when all we are is trash and all we have is trash and clothing we look into the trash and make riches out of anything she said will you sit with me, i'm feeling afraid cos i think i might have scabies, but i don't wanna say you gotta tell our friends, cos i don't think that i can i don't wanna be the bitch that brought bugs into the van so she went to the doctor to see turns out it was fleas when all we are is trash and all we have is trash and clothing we hold onto our friends we know holy friendship is everything she said will you turn your light off? i'm lookin at the stars with everybody's light on i cannot see that far she said turn your light away, i'm lookin at the moon when you look at me with that light all i see is you so she wandered ahead made that night her bed when all we are is trash and all we have is trash and clothing i'll tear my body into scraps you can sew me onto anything, anything when all we are is trash we know holy friendship is everything, everything when all we have is trash we make riches out of anything, anything we hold onto our friends we know holy friendship is everything, everything when all we have is trash we know holy friendship is everything, everything we hold onto our friends we make riches out of anything, everything when all we have is trash we hold onto our friends
3.
i left my emergency exits hidden in my hair and then i had to cut it off, couldn't keep my secrets there how will i escape now? how will i escape now? when you said you were the meanest person you know did you mean you were gonna spend all this time proving it? i believe you now, i believe you now, can we stop yet? can we stop talkin like we're saying what we mean when we're losing it? how do i hold water in my cupped hands without spilling it? how do i crawl into my own spine without breaking it? someday i'll know how to let go of these extremes that build my baddest dreams despite these long years, i still can't breathe
4.
halloween 02:08
oh, here you are you're all i wished you could be but in your eyes you're still scared of me i wish it was halloween a costume i could take off of me i spend my nights wishing i was asleep i spend my days wishing i was buried but here i am no hope to quell anxiety you are right in front of me i am fighting demons you can't see if this is sink or swim i'm drowning
5.
you do not have to participate in taking your own character to trial even if it's the safest way out it catches up with you after a while you are the only one that will live with the challenges and joys of your choices so choose them only for yourself and talk shit to disparaging voices no one owes you any explanation any explanation at all for decisions they decide to make a little less judgment becomes us all and if you're trapped i hope that you can see it and if you don't i hope that you can see it soon and when you do i hope that you can get out and once you're out i hope that you remember you do not have to participate in taking your own character to trial even if it's the safest way out it'll catch up with you after a while it's no one's job in this whole world to make you a better person and if they try to tell you otherwise run in the opposite direction you do not have to say 'thank you' when you're just being put down the pace you're going at is perfect and you're always worth being around and if you're trapped i hope that you can see it and if you can't i hope that you can see it soon and when you do i hope that you can get out and once you're out i hope that you remember you do not have to participate in taking your own character to trial

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the floodgates have opened and i'm so thoroughly relieved. deep gratitude and appreciation to rayne, whose encouragement and immaculate belief in creativity was instrumental in getting here.

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released October 14, 2023

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